Beautiful Me

TITLE: True love story will begin soon

Sunday, 8 March 2015 | 00:36 | 0 comments

Assalamualaikum

Alhamdulillah, syukur kepada Allah kerana masih diberi kesempatan untuk merasai nikmat yang dikurniakan olehNya. Disaat diri terasa lemah saat di uji olehNya, jangan lupa utk pandang pada insan lain yang di uji lagi hebat. Dalam kehidupan, tanda manusia sayang kita, dia beri perhatian pada kita, tapi tanda Allah sayang hambaNya, Dia uji dengan ujian sbb Dia rindu untuk mendengar rintihan hambaNya. Moga hidup sentiasa dalam peliharaaNya. InsyaAllah

Setelah sekian lama x update blog, hari ni terdetik hati dan jari-jemari untuk update life sekarang. Hari nih dah 7 bulan bergelar tunang pada cik faisal. InsyaAllah, andai jodoh milik kami, lagi 4 bulan kami akan disatukan.

Nak tunggu hari bahagia macam-macam perasaan ada. Happy, risau, sedih, semua ada. Bila dah bergelar isteri tanggungjawab makin besar. Kena pandai bahagikan masa utk family, suami dan pelajaran. Harap semuanya dipermudahkan dari hari ke hari.

Tetibe teringat kata-kata mama

"betul ke nak kahwin dgn dia? kahwin nih bukan nak hidup sehari dua tp selamanya"

Setelah dua tahun lebih mengenali dia, insyaAllah pilihan hati x salah. Untuk mendapat yg sempurna adalah sgt mustahil, tpi untuk mendapat insan yg boleh melengkap kekurangan diri sendiri, menerima diri ini seadanya, insyaAllah ada. Dan org itu insyaAllah awk Faisal.

Dipinjamkan seorang hamba Allah yg penyabar, penyayang, setia, x pnas baran adalah ckup menenangkan hati. Seorg yg blh dijadikan kawan, sahabat, teman suka duka dan susah senang. InsyaAllah dia mampu berikan jagaan, kebahagiaan sama seperti abah dan mama berikan.

Terbang tinggi ku terbang menggapai angkasa

Bila berpaut di sayapmu

Ku mensyukuri nikmat hidup

My love for you is a journey and never ending.

Kebahagiaan yang sebenar ialah apabila kamu disatukan dengan satu ikatan yg halal. Dan dari situ sebenarnya, perjalanan hidup baru bermula.

"Pernikahan akan menyikap tabir rahsia bahawa isteri yg kau nikahi tidak seindah yang diimpikan. Isterimu adalah isteri akhir zaman yg akan melahirkan anak yg soleh dan solehah dr rahimnya. Pernikahan akan menginsafkan kita akan perlunya iman dan taqwa untuk belajar meniti sabar dan taqwa, karena memiliki suami yg tak sehebat yg diinginkan, karena suamimu hanyalah suami akhir zaman yg akan memeliharamu dari azab Allah SWT"

Ketika saya memutuskan untuk menikahi seseorang, saya harus yakin bahawa dialah org yg paling saya inginkan untuk menghabiskan hidup bersama-sama. Membesarkan anak bersama, bersama di saat susah senang, membaca buku bersama, berkongsi mimpi, cita-cita dan impian. Dia haruslah org yg paling saya ingin untuk berada di sisi, ketika dunia tidak lagi menyapa.

Choose for your love, then love your choice

TITLE: THE ENGAGEMENT

Friday, 15 August 2014 | 07:52 | 0 comments

Alhamdulillah, praised to Allah SWT. On 9th August 2014, i have safely engaged to my man Faisal Jamal. Until today, i can't believed that i am one step closer to marriage and fiance to someone. An unexpected love brings me to serious relationship. I believed, this is my faith. And i am glad, never regret because He lend me a romantic guy and He give me a space in a heart who own by a guy named Faisal Jamal.He give me a chance to love Faisal Jamal and to be loved by him.

Syukur, everything that i have planned went well. Thanks to Allah for making everything ease for us. I know, making decision to being someone other half is not easy because it is a new phase of life, very important phase of life. A phase where you are giving chances to know your fiance more closer and knowing his family too. Thank you to family for support my decision :)

I still remember my text conversation with my fiance after we are blissfully engaged

" Me : We are safely engaged "

" Fiance : Alhamdulillah "

Our dreams comes true sayang :)

And our text conversation today

" Me : I just wanna tell you that thank you for choosing me as your princess, your girl, your soulmates. "

" Fiance : I am not choosing you. But you are the one that Allah have choose for me. He already arrange our faith. And I will guide you in future "

I am engaged to someone who i shared my tears and joy, and i just love you too much and i am glad you are here.

-End-

TITLE: My fate with him

Thursday, 31 July 2014 | 09:05 | 0 comments

You will never know when it is your turn until you realize Allah full fill your du’a. Even you feel it is hard to handle but He makes everything going smoothly. Yes, it is true. He knows everything more than you, when is the exactly time to full fill your wishes.

I do grateful with what i have now. He lend me a guy who accept me for who i am, love me unconditionally, love me more than i love him, a guy who i believe he can be a good imam and father to my kids.

He is my fate. I accept him with all my heart. There is no guy who can love me like him. There is no guy who can understand me like him. I do love him, i love him so much. And i decide to being his other half for his entire life. Making he the most happiest person, love him until my last breath, taking care of him as i can, being a good wife to him, a good mother for his kids. InsyaAllah together we grow our love till jannah.

We meet unexpectedly, we fall inlove unexpectedly, BUT this love is so strong. I can't denied it. Yes, we face thick and thin time together , we do fight but yet we are still together.May Allah ease everything until we have been declare as wife and husband.

Amin :)

TITLE: sweet & sour

Wednesday, 22 January 2014 | 04:28 | 0 comments

Assalamualaikum :)

I'm currently having my holidays after have been go through some hectic, stress months.
Oh degree life! So for this holidays, i gonna appreciate every single time with family,
frens and my ♡. Too many things happened and too many things to share. Wait ida, tarik
nafas panjang2... then hembusssssssss.... oke! let me story mory.

Actually pharmacy field is not easy as u think. Plus, when u never have been exposed to drugs, medicine before. From all subjects i took last semester, subject pharmacy practice was the subject which i don't like at all. I tried to fall inlove with this subject but seriously, it was so hard. For this subject, i need to know how to make the medicine, i need to make sure the medicine which will be dispense to patient is not overdose or within dose, i need to ensure that the medicine had poison or not. If you have the basic since diploma, u might familiar with all those things but for me who doesn't have any basic, ur mind totally zero and lecturer expect u know everything. But, its oke. i have tried my best for this subject during the final exam. Let Allah do the rest (tawakal). so just wait for the result. haha :P

Tadaa! they are my girlfriends and housemates. I love them. Thanks Allah for send them to me. I was so bless knowing and having them. They are very kind, genius, beautiful, caring, good listener. We just like one family. Oppss! i had left my other two housemates :P

Oke, lets move to another topics. haha. 19th January have just passed around, so
it means that now i am 23 years old. Chilll ida! you are still young -_-

I'm so touch with all the wishes from the buddies, family and lecturer. Thank you for all dua's. And not forget to my love, thank you for the gift, surprises. You always treat me like a little princess. That's what made me feel younger.haha.

The necklace with the heart shape and capital F means that you are happy being mine.

And the hello kitty was so cute! The cake? Already in my tummy. haha :D

Thank you sweetheart ♡

Looks! He know how to spoil his girl with his sweet words. *I'm melting*

He said he's Romeo. Well said syg :)

Its easy to fall inlove but its hard to find someone who will catch you.

Thank Allah, I've found someone who offered me his parachute

and promise to catch me when I fall. I love you Faisal :)

TITLE: He's the one :)

Saturday, 21 December 2013 | 01:42 | 0 comments

A real boyfriend call you for nothing, texts you all the time,

wants to see you, cries, get jealous, is over protective

and loves you. He's you Faisal Jamal ;)

Anugerah darinya yang akan ku jaga sebaiknya, insyaAllah :)

TITLE: Anniversary

Friday, 1 November 2013 | 04:20 | 0 comments

From seconds to minutes, from minutes to hours, from hours to days, from days to weeks, from weeks to months, from months to year, here today happy first anniversary sweetheart :)

For you : Thank you for being wonderful, great, understanding, awesome guy in my life. Spreading your love to me, always here for me, hearing my cry, keep talking to me without bored, accepting all my badness, taking care of me, being good listener, being my super hero, being my best friend, my soul mate, my couple. Still thank you for dates, for memories, for advice, for every calls, for every message, for every pictures and for every joking. I love every single thing that you have done for me. Not forget, sorry for all my mistake, fighting, misunderstanding and jealousy.

Times keep moving, and we are still holding, growing our love together. Keep praying for our relationship. Seeking His bless and redha. Hoping that our dreams being together as a wife and husband until in the Jannah comes true.

I want to be one of those inseparable couple that people are like "your still together?".

That's what i want with you.

"terasa bahagiaku bila mencintaimu, tak kan pernah hilang rasa ini"

#repost :)

"I love you without knowing how or when or from where.

I love you straightforwardly" -ida-

TITLE: Ohh long distance

Monday, 23 September 2013 | 05:57 | 0 comments

Hye! Assalamualaikum ;)

Alhamdulillah, dah two weeks berada di puncak alam. Di temani housemate2 yg sgt baik, sedikit sebanyak buat diri ni lebih bersemangat.

Even dah two weeks bergelar student pharmacy still mcm x percaya. Hari2 menjejakkan kaki ke fakulti farmasi. Yelah, impian dr spm nk masuk field farmasi, n finally dpt pon. Org ckp kerja as pharmacist gaji besar, nak2 kerja dgn private, blh sampai 8k. But study..... Ya Allah, really really tough. First class, agak blur dgn term2 farmasi. Bile ex dip farmasi sebut, mesti tertanya2 apa tu? apa diorg ckp ni? Plus plak dgn exam dye yg totally different drpd dip.

Hati tertanya, "betul ke x pilihan aku ini???", "mampu x aku nak berjuang dlm mase 4 thun ni??"

Positive thinking! Org len blh, x kan kita x blh.. belum cuba belum tahu.. org len kat luar tu ramai nk masuk farmasi, kita dah dpt peluang ni jgn sia-siakan... insyaAllah blh.. Allah sentiasa ada untuk hambaNya yg memerlukan pertolonganNya.."

Yang penting rajin + solat jgn tinggal + usaha + tawakal.. insyaAllah kejayaan milikmu.. ^_^

lagi 18 hari nak balik. Yey! x sbar.... nak balik... rinduuuuuuu mak, ayah, adik2 n cinta hati ;)

rindu....ciusly rindu sgt2... lame x rase rindu mcm ni.. tetibe hati terdetik, bukan saja2 Allah kurniakan, pinjamkan rasa rindu ini... sedikit sebanyak buat diri ini semakin sayang pada mereka, menguatkan lagi hubungan, rasa lebih menghargai apa yg di miliki skrg..

Buat cinta hati, terus menunggu saya taw! jgn jemu2, jgn bosan2, ingat! kite syg awk! haaa

Please don't despair, because my love is true

i love u faisal ;)

"Dan seterusnya rasa ini selalu ada dan x pernah berkurang,

hati ini hanya untuk dirimu, aku bahagia bila kamu bahagia"

#Throwback #Convocation #Sweetheart

"Detik demi detik ku hitung, Oh Tuhan ku cinta dia, berikanlah aku hidup,

x kan ku sakiti dia, hukum aku bila terjadi, tiada dusta, cintaku sampai ku menutup mata"

Oke. Tuu je nk gtaw. Bubye ;)

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